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Week 100!!!! Wilhelmsburg

Week 100!!!

Week 100!!!


Hallo meine Lieben!

I just want to say that I love being involved in this great missionary work. On Friday I received my “Finisher Email” with everything I need to do before I go home – including writing a letter about everything I learned on my mission. I feel like I am basically trying to explain quantum physics in ten words or less! But with prayer, I can do that.
I think Wednesday was a pretty big highlight for the whole mission. Here in Hamburg we had our first Zone Conference with President and Sister Fingerle. We talked about making all those 1% changes in our lives so that we can see real progress. When we change one little thing at a time, we eventually have changed many different things and are already well on our way to becoming a new person. We read in the Book of Mormon in Alma 37:6-7.
It’s after we change those little things, we won’t literally become a new person, but we can develop a new vision of ourselves. As odd as it sounds, I always thought that if I changed myself I would only want to listen to the Tabernacle Choir and I would smile 24/7 and would somehow always hand out flowers to people. However, my mission has created no new person. For all I know, I am still Randell Reese Hoffman with the same tastes and dislikes and so on, but better. For that is what He does with us when we give ourselves over to Him: He makes us better. He doesn’t make us new or different. He worked once already with unorganized elements and made universes without end. So why can’t He improve you?
It was also a lot of fun having children at our Zone Conference. They played the violin and piano for us and we played a game outside to help us talk with other missionaries about how we are going to use the Area Plan better! It’s great.
We started doing our Zone Conferences in German, too. So Elder Bankhead and I were asked to translate. It was fun. And I still learned a lot.
We ended up moving last Pday to Friday because we had too many appointments on Monday. And this time we were FINALLY able to go see something in Hamburg. We are always so busy cleaning and doing other things. We went to the Saint Nikolai Church in Hamburg. It was so interesting! I recommend it for everyone. Or at least look it up online! It was the largest church in Hamburg and was, thus, a main target for the bombings that took place during the World War. We took an elevator up the 75+ meter tower that was still in tact. And then we went to the underground museum, which was mainly about Operation Gummorah, which lasted from July 24 to August 3. It was so interesting to pull out all these gospel lessons out of the displays and quotes that were there.
Walking around the old ruins reminded of how we can heal from old wounds, tragedies, and sin.
Those who had to experience the bombing and the war probably found it very hard. Likewise, in our trials, we think we are sometimes even pushed to the brink of breaking or death. Our loads are just too full. We cannot even pretend any longer to carry them. But I have seen, through my own life and my work here in northern and eastern Germany, that the Atonement heals all scars and mends all wounds. The remaining ruins of the Saint Nikolai church are a stark reminder of the past and what happened. So it is with us. We have memories and scars that won’t go away; and, I say, they shouldn’t. For they make us who we are. Our scars can stand for who we are and what we have lived, like this church does for Hamburg.
And… Yesterday was L’s baptism!!! It was great! I am very grateful that my companion and I were able to participate. He and his mother picked out a theme for his baptism: rainbows. It was super cool. For me it was a reminder of what happened after the great flood and what Noah saw:Genesis 9:13-17
His mother talked about the different things that the Holy Ghost does for us by using the different colors of the rainbow. Each color represented a way the Spirit helps us. And when all these colors are combined, in terms of light, we have the color white, which represents purity.
Plus there was this legit rainbow cake!

Today’s Pday was spent at Ikea in Altona. Our apartment needed some stuff and we wanted to eat lunch there. I finally have a companion who wants to go AND an Ikea near by. I never had the two together!!
Thank you for all your support and letters and emails throughout the years! I am most thankful!

And thanks for reading my really long letters! 😛

Elder RR Hoffman
Kirche Jesu Christi der Heiligen der letzten Tage
Deutschland Mission-Berlin

the old altar/front of the church

the old altar/front of the church

view from the tower at Saint Nikolai's

view from the tower at Saint Nikolai’s

IKEA!!! :P

IKEA!!! 😛



 Elder Enenkel blinked....

Elder Enenkel blinked….

Week 99: Wilhelmsburg

Exchange with Elder Perkins!

Exchange with Elder Perkins!

(sorry for the long letter this week)!
What another great week! It was CRAZY hot and CRAZY humid!!! The climate in Germany is very humid. Thick, humid summers and wet, cold winters. It should start cooling down this week. 
At the beginning of the week I went on an exchange with Elder Perkins. We had a lot of fun and saw success. He studied Political Science at BYUI, so we had A LOT to talk about. 
We have also started sharing spiritual thoughts as a district via text everyday. The Altona Sisters were up. They quoted the booklet “Adjusting to Missionary Life.” I loved it and it really describes our week: “While respecting the dignity of your calling, rediscover humor, savor the beauty in the world, notice the kindness of others, and delight in the Spirit’s presence.” With the hot weather and simply appreciating and enjoying more we were able to see so much more success this week. It is easy for missionaries to focus too much on one thing and then get frustrated or sick. 

In my letter a few weeks ago, Week 97, I wrote of our purpose on earth and priesthood power. I would like to expand this and touch upon yet another gem I gathered as I allowed my mission to pass through me. 

President Dieter F. Uchtdorf (yes… A German) spoke of a stake president who was setting yearly goals with his counsellors. The goals and plans had been made. As he reviewed them he realized how completely wrong they were. (Here’s the talk)
‘He began to wonder how their stake’s goals might have been different if they had first asked, “What is our ministry?”
‘So this stake president went back to his councils, and together they shifted their focus. They determined that they would not allow “the hungry, … the needy, …the naked, … the sick and the afflicted to pass by [them], and notice them not.”
‘They set new goals, recognizing that success with these new goals could not always be measured, at least not by man–for how does one measure personal testimony, love of God, or compassion for others?
‘But they also knew that “many of the things you can count, do not count. Many of the things you cannot count, really do count.”’
You and I each have a ministry here on earth. More important than finding our purpose on earth is afterwards figuring out how we are going to fulfill our purpose on earth – in figuring out what our ministry is. I challenge every missionary to find what their ministry is. Mine is different than others, just as the ministry of Paul was different than that of Jeremiah or Alma, or even that of the Savior.
In my ministry, we do our best to make sure everyone has a song book before sacrament meeting and that they all get put away afterwards. We serve until we love and love until we serve. We know the doctrine and then teach to the needs of those in front of us. We know where our feet are and focus on the current task. We understand that strife displaces the Spirit. We bare testimony every Fast Sunday. And we make sure those around us feel the Saviors love. 
I simply do what a Hoffman would do. I love learning with these missionaries in the GBM, for they all have their own ministries, too. They’re so great!! 
In his talk, “Our Personal Ministries,” Elder Hugo E Martinez said:
‘I testify to you that Heavenly Father and our Lord, Jesus Christ, know us individually and personally. For that reason, They provide what we need so we will have the opportunity to reach our divine potential. Along the road, They place people who will help us. Then, as we become instruments in Their hands, we are able to serve and help those They show to us by revelation.
‘In this way, the Lord Jesus Christ will reach all of Heavenly Father’s children. The Good Shepherd will gather all His sheep. He will do so one by one as they make good use of their moral agency–after hearing the voice of His servants and receiving their ministrations. Then they will recognize His voice, and they will follow Him. Such personal ministry is integral to keeping our baptismal covenants.
‘Likewise, being a good example of a disciple of Jesus Christ is our best letter of introduction to those with whom we can share His gospel. As we open our mouths and share the restored gospel of Jesus Christ, we become “His undershepherds, charged with nourishing the sheep of His pasture and the lambs of His fold”; we become “the weak and the simple” “fishers of men.”’
We need not have fear in who we are. Let us be proud of who we are and what we believe, even if it’s different. If the Spirit told you, and did not mix it with your own emotions, it’s true. 

Elder RR Hoffman

Kirche Jesu Christi der Heiligen der letzten Tage
Deutschland Mission Berlin
Hamburg Rathaus (Hamburg City Hall)

Hamburg Rathaus (Hamburg City Hall)


Week 98: Wilhelmsburg








Hummel Hummel! 

(Then you say back: “Mors Mors!”)
Another week flown by! 
This Wednesday we had a really great district meeting. Our district last transfer was great. But I am really excited to work with these missionaries. The Altona Elders gave a great lesson on helping people come to church WITH US, not just extending invitations upon which they can act. The Zone Leaders were there and talked about companionship unity. And Elder Enenkel and I taught about turning our weaknesses into strengths. We namely used the Mormon Message “Men’s Hearts Shall Fail Them” and Ether 12:26-27, from the Book of Mormon. 
From Thursday evening to Friday evening I was on an exchange with our Zone Leader, Elder Bretzing. That’s a weird sentence for me. When I was in Freiberg, I was Elder Bretzing’s district leader while he was being trained in Meissen. We had some fun together playing basketball, helping a family move, and talking to some really interesting people in the Wartenau area. 
However, I would say that the real highlight of this whole week was the celebrations we had this weekend. On Saturday we had a whole day planned commemorating 50 years since the church building was built and dedicated by an apostle, Elder Ezra Taft Benson. After some presentations in the chapel, we had a big summer festival in the back on the church. Grilling, games, talking. Fortunately our Elder’s Quorum President has a job as a clown on the side and was able to entertain the kids. It was great! 
There were also so many people who came to see more about our church. We talked with so many people about the church. We didn’t even get to talk to them all. That’s when the members came in and did such a wonderful job introducing people to our building, the organizations within, and what we believe. 
Sunday was also our Ward Conference. Leaders from the Stake came and talked in our Sunday School classes and in our special, longer sacrament meeting. Everyone talked about the family, and how important it is that we be sealed together in a temple of the Lord for time and all eternity. On my mission I learned that marriage is like connecting two dots on a piece of paper with a line. We promise each other that we will help and be with one another until we die. But when we go to the temple, we add one more dot and two more lines, making a triangle. We make these connections in our marriage with God as we make covenants (or promises) not only to be true to one another, but also to allow God to help us in our marriage. In return, He blesses us with an eternal marriage, not just “until death do we part.” 
Because I have been true to my calling as a missionary, I want to be true to my previously foreseen callings as a son, brother, husband, father, member of the Church, priesthood holder, and as one who has made temple covenants.
We received today our last weekly email from President Kosak. (The keys to the mission home have already been handed over to President Fingerle). In his letter, President Kosak reminded us of what Elder Bednar, one of the twelve apostles, asked us when he taught us in Berlin. He asked us all to ask ourselves this question: “Based on what I have observed, learned, and felt, what will I do now?” 
Let us all ponder this question. When the Holy Ghost whispers change into our ears, let us act upon godly promptings. Maybe it’s to continue on as we have. Please ponder this question this week. If you feel comfortable, share your responses with me! (randell.hoffman@myldsmail.net). 
Thank you for all you do!
Elder RR Hoffman
Kirche Jesu Christi der Heiligen der letzten Tage
PS: Since I am at the end of my mission, I have been organizing and saving emails. I also played around with my contacts. So that is why some of you are receiving emails now all of a sudden. 
Newspaper article about our celebrations.

Newspaper article about our celebrations.

50 years Wilhelmsburg Ward!

50 years Wilhelmsburg Ward!

Our memorial of the dedication.

Our memorial of the dedication.


Week 97: Wilhelmsburg

Our "ode" to our fearless leader... and her husband.

Our “ode” to our fearless leader… and her husband.

Guten Morgen!
This transfer is already over. I remember missionaries telling me at the beginning of my mission how their mission just went by faster and faster towards the end. And that is definitely true! I will be staying here in Wilhelmsburg with Elder Enenkel to finish my mission and Elder Morley will be heading to Glückstadt. No more trio here since there is an even number of missionaries in the mission again. This was President Kosak’s last transfer arrangement. He leaves at the end of the month and then President Fingerle comes. 
There really is not all too much for me to report. Almost ALL of our appointments fell out this week for one reason or another. That was really frustrating. But, I still learned many lessons from all these experiences. The Lord made it possible for us to not make it to these places and people so that we could be in a different place to talk to someone or work on cleaning up the contacts in our cell phone. We even called one man who no longer lives in Hamburg, but in Switzerland. So, on our “not so great day” we sent a referral to some Swiss Elders via the Berlin Mission Office and made their day! Hopefully. 
This next week we will be teaching one of our investigators about the Plan of Salvation. This plan, which is also called the plan of happiness in the scripture, answers those questions of “Where did I come from? Why am I here? And where do I go after I die?” I think this is my favorite lesson to teach. It is through the scriptures and the Restoration that we know the answers to these questions.
Yesterday in the Sunday School hour at church I met with a few of the English-speaking members and we had a little class. We didn’t have a lesson prepared. As we prayed at the beginning of our class, I asked Heavenly Father to tell me what we should talk about. I thought I should talk about the Priesthood, for we were all holders of the Priesthood in that room. I had just read the talk “Fatherhood – Our Eternal Destiny”from the last General Conference. I was impressed again that the keys and assignments we receive in priesthood offices do not disappear but collect and build upon one another. I shared a few excerpts from this talk. 
The Priesthood helps me know my purpose. Because of priesthood power we have prophets, scriptures, modern revelation, ordinances, and temples and church buildings. I have learned on my mission that it is very important to have a purpose. Every morning we recite our purpose and D&C 4. Some want to say it fast to get it over with. I make sure to say it slower and pronounce every German word correctly, for I want to start my day off by understanding the WHY and WHAT of my mission. 
President Ezra Taft Benson, a prophet, once said. ‘Day by day [Latter-day Saints] move closer to the Lord, little realizing they are building a godlike life. They live quiet lives of goodness, service, and commitment. They are like the Lamanites, who the Lord said ‘were baptized with fire and with the Holy Ghost, and they knew it not.’ When we continually pattern our lives after that of the Savior and fulfill our God-given roles in church, the family, and society, we become more and more converted to Him. We receive knowledge, light, understanding, and become a new person, and we know it not until it has already happened. 
In Doctrine and Covenants 121 we read what a worthy priesthood holder exactly is. When we handle ourselves according to our divine heritage and sacred obligations, as a priesthood holder or not, “the doctrines of the priesthood will begin to distill upon our souls as the dews from heaven. The Holy Ghost will be our constant companion, and our scepter–a clear reference to power and influence–will be an unchanging scepter of righteousness and truth. And our dominion will be an everlasting dominion. And without compulsory means it will flow unto us forever and ever (see D&C 121:45–46)” 
This, too, I have learned through the course of my entire mission and know this to be true. Through difficult companions and investigators, personal struggles, and also through the best of companions – who are counted among my eternal friends – and the best of investigators – with whom I bonded, and the experiences when my faith was truly rewarded, was my testimony strengthened, and I “knew it not.”
See you in six weeks! 
Elder RR Hoffman
Kirche Jesu Christi der Heiligen der letzten Tage
Deutschland Mission Berlin
German train station.

German train station.

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Week 96:

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Morgen Freunde und Familie!

This week didn’t quite go as planned. Fallen out appointments. Changed plans, and so on. It was weird having to register for classes at BYUI this week, too! On the mission you really only know what is happening for the next two weeks at a time. And I just planned my whole life practically — from mid-September to mid-December. Talk about CHANGE! Ha!
We will also start teaching a boy in the ward. He is nine years old and counts as a convert baptism. In the Church, children are not baptized as babies, but are baptized at eight years old, when they are able to understand an decide for themselves. At eight, it is in the hands of the parents and the local bishop. If they are nine or older, then the missionaries and the mission president are responsible. So that is what we will be doing! It’ll be fun helping him in the next four weeks to prepare for his baptism! I’m excited.

On Saturday I had the opportunity to meet with the Elder’s Quorum Presidency and help with translation. The President and his counselors understand one another pretty well, but need a little bit of help at times understanding. It was so cool to be apart of their coordination meeting. As I sat in and saw the two of them planning with one another, I could see them laying those stones and slowly building the kingdom of God in the Wilhelmsburg Ward. It was an honor to be there. As I got to know them a little bit, I learned that they are both converts to the church. One a native German and the other from a far-off, distant country who joined the church three years ago in yet another European country. And me, an American who joined the church seven years ago. And yet, somehow, the Lord led us and our talents together to do this work in this city. How great is God?!
As I sat with them I thought of a scripture found in Doctrine and Covenants 95:4-5 (a compilation of revelations given to Joseph Smith from the Lord):
“For the preparation wherewith I design to prepare mine apostles to prune my vineyard for the last time, that I may bring to pass my strange act, that I may pour out my Spirit upon all flesh– But behold, verily I say unto you, that there are many who have been ordained among you, whom I have called but few of them are chosen.”
My testimony of this “strange” work was strengthened then. God gathers out of every corner of the world His children and brings them to where they are needed. Our acts may seem small or they may not make much sense. But as we continually seek after the Spirit and the will of God in our lives we can know, with an utmost assurance, that what we are doing is right. And isn’t that something we all need, an inner confirmation that what we think and do – according to some almighty, final source – is correct? 
Our life is a string which goes on and on, collecting experiences and going through mile markers, good and bad. At times we come across knots or tangled messes. We are to find our way out of these. Sometimes we forget what is on our string and we are forced to go or to look back and remember. These reminders come from God, through the Holy Ghost in the form of scriptures, prophets. church leaders, temple ordinances, and personal prayer. 
(Which brings me to another point that I learned as I allowed my mission to flow through me) On my mission I have seen that the God who counts baby fingers and toes and the fall of sparrows knows even more so His own children. He sees them in the West, as well as the East. He knows more than just their name and home address and between which hours He can reach them on their land line. He knows more than just our stresses and problems. He knows how to atone for and supplicate all His spirit sons and daughters, regardless what they are facing. He saw me long before I was even born when Elder Monson dedicated East Germany and prophesied of my missionary service here: “We look forward to the day when Thy missionaries may again be permitted to preach the everlasting gospel in this area, for we know there is much of the blood of Israel here….” (Alma 26:37). 
I am grateful to know God and to help others experience His goodness, too. 

Elder RR Hoffman

Kirche Jesu Christi der Heiligen der letzten Tage
Deutschland Mission Berlin

Week 95: Wilhelmsburg

. "bis Aufs Wiedersehen, Geschwister Kosak!"

. “bis Aufs Wiedersehen, Geschwister Kosak!”


Liebe Familie u. Freunde!

Another wonderful week has FLOWN by! I have to say this week’s highlight was our multi-zone conference for President Kosak’s “farewell.” It was very sweet and tender. It is strange to think that the next time I will see him will be in American Fork, UT in September – without suits, without name tags, and different callings. I’m not sad to see him go. It just won’t ever be the same.
I walked into the Wartenau church building just as the Kosak’s walked in from the other side in the chapel. Along with them were also the Adlers. Elder Adler is a member of the Third Quorum of the Seventy and his wife was accompanying him, too. They are from Bielefeld, one of my former areas. I was super excited to see them! And they even recognized me, too! Wednesday was Elder Adler’s birthday. I was able to save postage and gave him his birthday card by hand! (Good thing I had it with me!!) As we sang “Happy Birthday” to him in English and German, the Spirit was so strong. I thought it was peculiar to feel the spirit while singing such a song. I was sitting towards the front and looked back at the hundred-something missionaries smiling and singing. It then made sense why the Spirit was so strong. I will miss such meetings with so many great and powerful servants of the Lord. I still have one more similar to it left on my mission with the new mission president, Pr. Fingerle (a ZTM).
Elder Adler reminded us that we need the Savior in our work, in all that we do. We can erect giant billboards and put a picture of the Book of Mormon on it. But sharing the Gospel will never be more effective than when we open our mouths. If it is prophesied that everyone shall hear the Gospel, who shall open their mouths and explain it?
Sister Kosak read from Helaman 12 and taught about why we have trials. She said that at the beginning of her mission, she nailed a quote up on the wall in the mission home. It reads: “Today’s Test is Tomorrow’s Testimony.” God does not give us trials because He finds it humorous or He has nothing better to do. He knows what we need to do and learn in order to become like Him. He does it out of love and will never give us something that we cannot carry ourselves.
As usual, President Kosak talked about “going back to the basics.” I have followed his example in that whenever I am faced with a problem or question, I go to Joseph Smith History. There is always so much to learn. We can follow these steps, which were introduced to us almost two years ago by a member of the First Quorum of the Seventy:
Verse 8: “my mind was called up to… great uneasiness” = having a great problem/challenge
Verse 10: “What is to be done?” = Ask yourself questions, realization
Verse 11: “I was one day reading” = study the scriptures to find a solution
Verse 12: “I reflected on it again and again” = repetition brings conviction
Verse 13: “I came to the conclusion” = make a decision
Verse 14: “I retired to the woods to make the attempt” = follow your decision – do it and pray for it!
Verse 15: “I was seized upon by some power” = Satan will tempt you in your highlights
Verse 16: “But, exerting all my powers” = fight for it!!!
Verse 16: “pillar of light” = PERSONAL REVELATION
We have used this so much on my mission in our meetings and teaching. But, whether he did it purposefully or not, for me, President Kosak added yet one more important point. It has to do with returning to the basics.
In verses 28 and 29, Joseph was praying, asking for forgiveness one night before he retired to bed. “I betook myself to prayer and supplication to Almighty God for forgiveness of all my sins and follies, and also for a manifestation to me, that I might know of my state and standing before him; for I had full confidence in obtaining a divine manifestation, as I previously had one.” In returning to that which he knew once worked, Moroni appeared to him and showed him how to obtain the golden plates to translate the Book of Mormon. He was to return to that location where the plates were every year on the same date. He was taught each time for four years.
As we return to our spiritual experiences, previously obtained knowledge and testimonies, we too can be strengthened. We obtain knowledge so that we may use it and never lose it. It is to change us. (And I hope we return and reflect more than annually).
Life is full of problems and hardships. For every aching heart, every sinking hand and feeble knee, broken voice, and wet pillow, I admonish, or commend strongly, a study of the life of Joseph Smith and our Savior. No two people have ever suffered so much in their short lives. They are examples for us all, just as prophets should be.
POINT TWO OF HOW MY MISSION HAS PASSED THROUGH ME: An integral part of enduring to the end is sharing that which means so much to us. As we grow our faith and testimony, we will naturally desire this for others. This desire is natural that we see it when we eat at a really nice restaurant that we jut discovered or made a really fancy cake or had just such a fun trip with our family. We want to tell people about it all and even post in on Facebook or Instagram. The desire to share that which is good for body and soul is basic human nature. That which can help me so much can surely help others.
I have been collecting scriptures and quotes during my mission that talk about or exemplify this. I write them down on a notecards that I have in the back of my scriptures. My favorite is Alma 36:24. Here Alma the Younger is blessing his son Helaman before he dies. “Yea, and from that time even until now, I have labored without ceasing, that I might bring souls unto repentance; that I might bring them to taste of the exceeding joy of which I did taste; that they might also be born of God, and be filled with the Holy Ghost.”
When we experience good, in any form, it is our duty and obligation to then share it with this ever darkening, ever more confused world. He truly sends goodness to us as a reminder that He will succor His people (Mosiah 7:19).

Elder RR Hoffman

Kirche Jesu Christi der Heiligen der letzten Tage
Deutschland Mission Berlin
"The King's Spot"

“The King’s Spot”

African eating appointment

African eating appointment



District Wilhelmsburg:

District Wilhelmsburg:

Liebe Freunde und Familie!

Another week has FLOWN by and it is ALREADY the first of June!
Getting to know this area has been very stressful. This last week I was trying to take things a little easy since I was sick. I really couldn’t afford anymore stress. But I am healthy now and really want to start expanding our finding efforts as we visit new areas and also improve our efforts themselves. I find it difficult to get to know such a big city. But I am determined to do it!
Being in a trio definitely has its pros and cons. Having to deal with the many opinions and stories that have to be told during the day is a lot to deal with… for me, at least. But I really do enjoy serving with these two. They are a lot of fun and excited for the work!
This week we did not get so much finding in. We are so grateful to have iPads. But they are so new to us. We have to take a good amount of time to get to know them. A half hour activity may turn into two hours flown by trying to figure out how it all actually works! We don’t have 3G and only have wifi when we are at the church. So all the films, pamphlets, brochures, talks, an so on that we may spontaneously want to use need to be downloaded. And there is a lot. It just takes some time now. Later it will get better.
We have seen how much this technology truly benefits our work and helps us invite the Spirit. As we met with a member and read in the book of Nephi, in the Book of Mormon, we read of Lehi’s dream. It was difficult for her to imagine it all; so we were able to pull up the picture-rendition of Lehi’s dream (see the picture: https://www.lds.org/media-library/images/lehis-dream-jerry-thompson-82746?lang=eng&category=) and explain it better. We also met with a member-family for dinner and shared a spiritual thought about charity and forgiveness. We used the Mormon Message called “Forgiveness: My Burden Was Made Light.” (See the short film: https://www.lds.org/media-library/video/2010-07-14-forgiveness-my-burden-was-made-light?lang=eng)The Spirit was very strong and made a huge difference. It is really nice to bring in someone else’s words and experiences into our lessons.
This week we also went up to the Wartenau chapel again. This time for interviews. The Neumünster Zone was having their Interviews with President Kosak. And since I was transferred down to the Hamburg Zone, which already had their quarterly interviews, I went up with my companions to meet with Presidnet Kosak. It was my last interview with him. My exit interview is my next one and that will be with the new mission president. These are also President Kosak’s last set of interviews with his missionaries before he goes home this month.
President has been asking us how we have allowed our missions to go through us (the opposite being us simply “going through” our mission). I find this question extremely difficult to answer. It is one that I have been thinking about already as I near the end of my mission. In the next few weeks to come, I will share a few points that I write down of how I allowed my own mission to pass through me.
About a year ago my mom sent a few quotes from A.A. Milne to me – the author of “Winnie the Pooh.” One of those quotes I have adapted as part of my ministry: “Some people care too much. I think it’s called love.”I have seen this in every aspect of my mission.
As I focus completely on the needs of those I am teaching, my missionary purpose, and how they can come closer to the Savior and His teachings, I often find myself “caring too much” in comparison to others. But it is through “caring too much” that I often find a solution. I begin to understand their problems and individual situations and can show them what they can do to gain a stronger testimony of the Gospel. Doing roll plays, be obedient, and nurturing our testimonies is even a way of showing that we “care too much.”
I have seen this in my many companionships. They too are my investigators. I think it is so much easier for the Father to help us and show us what we need when we love Him back. When my companions have returned the love that I have for them, it makes it so much easier. And the work is more fun, for you are doing it with a friend and brother. When both parties work upon becoming more Christlike, they benefit each other. (D&C 50:17-22). Both are guided in a dark world in the direction of their Savior. At times I even had very little love for companions. But as I saw that some cared about me and wanted to fix things, love me, and when I saw that they genuinely cared about my salvation and happiness, I then could develop an equal love for them.
When on a mission one learns to love a lot of things and people who one does not know or understand at first. A mission is a time to gain lifelong friends and invaluable knowledge and experience. A mission brings great joy to the life of the missionary and all those whose lives they touch. I “care an awful lot” for the people of northern and eastern Germany. I, therefore, love them greatly and do not look forward to ending my service among them… as frustrating as they may be at times….
One example: so often we have these swelling and powerful feelings of love and charity for our neighbor. But it is nothing if we do not do anything. In my interview I reminded President Kosak of when I go home and my plans for after the mission. I told him that, because of a change of plans, I will be arriving in SLC instead. He looked up on his calendar to see if he could be at the airport with my mom when I arrive. (He ends his mission a month before I do). I was super impressed by that and realized the immense love that this man has for his missionaries. It is in the act of service that we express our love. That is how we care too much. 

Love you all! Have a great week!

Peace and blessin’s.
Elder RR Hoffman

Kirche Jesu Christi der Heiligen der letzten Tage
Deutschland Mission Berlin
Bus stop-waitin'

Bus stop-waitin’

Week 93: Wilhelmsburg

The Zone!!

The Zone!!

Hello everyone!!
MENSCH!! What a week! So much to talk about and report. And yes. I am writing this from my iPad. Our mission finally received them and we have lots of training and setting up to do! We had a special Zone Training Meeting in the Wartenau chapel. At the end we signed our lives away saying that we received the iPad, we puts cases on them, and then – the next day – we had to configure them, download everything, and start working with them. We are not on Facebook quite yet. It is all step-by-step and there is a lot of training that come along with it all.
Coming down from Neumümster to Hamburg-Wilhelmsburg was the shortest and cheapest transfer I have ever had! My companion bought a group ticket for between NMS and Hamburg and took me down and brought his new companion up. So I didn’t even have to buy a ticket! And the whole trip took less than an hour.
Leaving Neumünster was actually quite bittersweet. We had one our (well… my) last appointments with an investigators of ours. She said the closing prayer and everything was so perfect about it. She finally prayed to know if what we are teaching is true and did so in the name of Jesus Christ. During the prayer it was so hard not to cry. I sucked it up big time so Frau O. wouldn’t see. I will miss helping her apply the Atonement more fully in her life, and all those who, we were teaching in NMS.
When I got to Hamburg-Hauptbahnhof on Tuesday, Elder Enenkel was already there. We went and put my stuff away and then picked up Elder Morley. We had a super cool activity that evening with the youth. They had a cooking competition. The Young Men and Young Women both made three course meals for us. The three of us had to judge them and pick a winner. It was THE BEST!!! We just ate one course, rated it on a piece of paper, and then they brought the next one. The YM ended up winning.
In all honesty, at first I was a little apprehensive about being in a trio. But, as I have worked with Elders Morley and Enenkel, I have seen that is actually the opposite of all my fears. I would recommend it for anyone. Before I left for Wilhelmsburg, a member gave a talk that Sunday before. He said,

“Geteilte Freude ist doppelte Freude. Geteiltes Leid ist halbes Leid.”

“Shared joy is doubled Jo. Shared pain is half the pain.”

As I said my evening prayers and thanked Heavenly Father for ALL my companions in Wilhelmsburg, I thought, “Now I have triple to fun, triple the Spirit, and triple the joy of serving the Lord. It’s one more testimony to be borne in appointments. It’s one more helpful comment during planning. It’s one more pillar of safety.”
This whole week I have been “erkältet.” I got a little cold from all the stress of being in a such a big city again and, because I am in another big city, I need to be more careful about what I touch and washing my hands more often.
In Sunday School yesterday we just met alone with one of the Young Men. All the youth and the youth leaders are gone on a trip for the holiday weekend. So we just read in the Book of Mormon with him. And, where else does one start than in 1 Nephi 1?! It impressed me so much that I took my iPad home and studied it some more at home that evening! #IsntThatNeat?!
Nephi, the son of Lehi, speaks of the hardships that his father faced as he preached repentance to those in Jerusalem. Many mocked him, fasted him into prison, and wanted to stone him even because of his faith. Nephi, without going into any great detail, accounts that God always watched over Lehi and guided him out of harm’s way and spared his life many a time. Here is the verse I love at the very end. It reads:

“But behold, I, Nephi, will show unto you that the tender mercies of the Lord are over all those whom he hath chosen, because of their faith, to make them mighty even unto the power of deliverance.”

I remembered a talk that Elder Bednar gave when he was first called as an Apostle. At his first General Conference one of his favorite hymns was sung. It was selected long before his call to the Quorum of the 12 Apostles. No one would have known what his favorite hymn was. Elder Bednar said in that talk,

“My mind was drawn immediately to Nephi’s phrase “the tender mercies of the Lord,” and I knew in that very moment I was experiencing just such a tender mercy. A loving Savior was sending me a most personal and timely message of comfort and reassurance through a hymn selected weeks previously.”

I emphasize what we then said:

“Some may count this experience as simply a nice coincidence, but I testify that the tender mercies of the Lord are real and that they do not occur randomly or merely by coincidence. Often, the Lord’s timing of His tender mercies helps us to both discern and acknowledge them.”

I see His hand daily. He sends His love, attention, knowledge, even His messengers to us. He wants us to know that He is there. Sometimes, such a small reminder of a scripture, an experience, or just message telling us that He is there can make the biggest difference. His hand and purposes are not coincidental. They are a direct result of a loving Father in Heaven who wants us to come back to Him. But our return is conditional upon earthly performance.

“We should not underestimate or overlook the power of the Lord’s tender mercies. The simpleness, the sweetness, and the constancy of the tender mercies of the Lord will do much to fortify and protect us in the troubled times in which we do now and will yet live. When words cannot provide the solace we need or express the joy we feel, when it is simply futile to attempt to explain that which is unexplainable, when logic and reason cannot yield adequate understanding about the injustices and inequities of life, when mortal experience and evaluation are insufficient to produce a desired outcome, and when it seems that perhaps we are so totally alone, truly we are blessed by the tender mercies of the Lord and made mighty even unto the power of deliverance.”

I am grateful for His tender mercies and know the He lives!
See you in ten weeks!
Elder RR Hoffman
Kirche Jesu Christi der Heiligen der letzten Tag
Deutschland Mission Berlin